Sunday, June 29, 2008

Call Me Anything But Black!









Which one of these beautiful Sistahs is mixed? Take your time.....

What if I told you only one of them, could you guess which one?

They all look similar don't they? So, why so strong an emphasis on the racial mixture?


I would say that it's just another way to continually divide and keep us conquered.


I talked with an aspiring model who's moniker highlighted her racial mixture, no, ya pervs, she wasn't a stripper! I mean, Adult Men's Entertainment specialist, laugh, ya pervs! That's funnie!

She checked Other when asked to describe her race. She looked Black to me but she checked other. I noticed quite a few other models did the same thing but they all looked Black to me with no immediate racial mixture. So what gives?


I checked the 2000 United States Census and it states that Black folks only compromised 12.7 percent of the total American population. Asians and Hispanics were growing at a much faster rate and would soon be the dominant minority in this country. Think about this. How many people do you think identified themselves as Hispanic or Latino/A who visually were Black? How many people do you think claimed multi racial or bi racial ancestry that otherwise would be Black? I would say that is where our population growth went.


Jennifer Lopez, J-Lo, exploits her African features, her lips, curves and her behind. She's made a career off it. She celebrates her Puerto Rican ancestry while denying the African ancestry that is inherent in Puerto Rican history. Dominicans are doing the same. How many baseball players are coming from the Dominican Republic these days, that have Afros, goat tees, dark skin and Spanish surnames? Are they identifying themselves as Black/Hispanics? No! Just Hispanic, and as a result Black folks don't receive the population growth. The case could go on and on but it matters.


Population growth determines political clout which translates into money. Money for scholarships, neighborhood building and political strength. That's the point!


Now, socially, it matters as well. I got called a Nigga by a Mexican dude. I replied, Nigga! are you kidding ?You're darker than I am! He looked at his arms then I saw the light bulb come on in his eyes. He thought he was different! That we were separate! No, you speak Spanish, that's all Hispanic means. Racially you could be Black but linguistically speak Spanish and culturally celebrate the mores.

So you have tons of so called Hispanics coming from Vera Cruz, Michocan, Durango, practicing Santeria and Catholicism and fighting Black folks! Ridiculous!

In Mexico, Brazil, The Dominican and Cuba not to mention Puerto Rico, the Afro populace is still fighting for equality and against varying degrees of racial apartheid and caste systems but they're taught African Americans are bad, then they get here and think we ain't them.

Dig, I love the Brazilian carnival that happens every year here in the LB. City of Men is one of my favorite shows, Oh, Poderosa! (Power Girl, The Mighty One) wait a minute..........

OK, all better, now! (smile) Do you see any dark Afro-Ricans in the parade? How about the Cubans, They always show them railing against Castro but not the Cubanos, the Afro Cubans who make up the majority of the population. Naw, cause they Black folks!

I know that I may be oversimplifying the issues but it ain't enough time to go into specifics. The point is while bi racial or multi racial folks should celebrate their diversity, Black folks have always been multi racial and/Bi racial and have always celebrated their diversity! Multi racial folks need to indentify themselves as Black period or else we all will suffer for it. We must eliminate all hatred of ourselves.

Hey! Bi Racial, Multi racial folks ask yourself, do the police identify you as Latino or Hispanic?

NOOOOOOOOO! Maybe the Hispanic groups that lobby congress claim you, huh? NOOOOO!

You won't see anyone who looks Black in the front row. See the point? We have to Unite and find ways to Prosper together. Diversity is great! But, Survival and Prosperity is Best!


Be Careful! Be Mindful! Be Prayerful!


Jaycee

Friday, June 27, 2008

YOU"RE BEING CONNED... DAMN IT!






All we wanted to do was make ten thousand dollars then we'd quit! But....
Freeway Rick Ross- Drug Kingpin, CIA Crack Connection, Los Angeles

All we need is one big score! A million dollars and we're out the game! Priest, Superfly 1972

A couple of years ago, the House, the Senate and the Presidency was controlled by the Republican party. Finally, they lost control of the house and senate, thanks to Americans finally fed up with the all the nonsense and the democrats regained control of both houses. Now, we can do something about the war, and the budget and the ram sacking of our civil liberties. Finally, right?

Wrong! Years ago I wrote an email newsletter called Outside the Lines, in my political section called Courtesy Flush, I angrily penned that the democrats were pus*ies! And I was right! Well, at least half right!

Actually, right now they're dangerous! Even more so than the Republicans because the corruption that is so obvious in the Republicans has infected the democrats to where both parties are but sick, twisted, twins of one another. Neither believe in democracy, both worship power and both insist it has to be their team that wields it! They're sick, twisted hobbits chasing after that accursed ring!

I, for one am sick of them. I vote independent, I'm a cynic, totally jaded but not quite forty years old. Fun date huh? I'm most sick of being conned!

Totally hustled and pimped again and again! How about you?

My buddie is totally excited by Barack Obama's campaign. I must admit that I too, am excited. His speeches are inspiring and he has a lot of style. I certainly want to believe again but there's a problem....I like to think and I have thoughts!

We're being conned! It's a very simple but powerful con. First, we elected the Dem's after they promised to end the war in Iraq. Did they do it? Hell No! They proposed a deadline, it was rejected and then they gave Bush the money! They made speeches, they stroked us and they gave another deadline, it was rejected! They teased us again, whispered sweet lies into our ears, slapped us on the azz and we giggled! Then, they gave those bastards even more money! Sure....they threatened to hold the money, to cut the funding to the troops...

The precious troops, we can't leave them without money to kill and maim and destroy! What would they do?

How about come home! Retreat! Pull out! Isn't that why we elected you to congress? Gave you control of the house and senate! Well, isn't it?

But, the Dem's didn't fight really. Every spending increase Bush wanted he got!

Flacid!

The Dem's are afraid they'll get called SOFT! oops, soft!
Sorry, Dem's, You Are SOFT!
You lack testicular fortitude!
You've got no heart, ya bunch of pansies!
You are supposed to be the opposition!

Katrina should have spurred you to action! The mortgage meltdown should have you on the front lines! Alberto Gonzales, Tom Delay, and Karl Rove should be in jail right now! Dr. Condi Rice, Bush, Cheney and Harriett Myers should be right behind them! Never, in the history of this country has there ever been such open contempt for congress and the rule of Law! Never!

And when we called your azzes on it, ya conned us again! We don't want to hurt our chances of regaining the White house in two years. When we get the Presidency then we'll fix it all!

Lies! Bullsh*t! We're gettin CONNED! Same ole bull sh*t! Same result!

Conned!

Dig, first, it was give us control of the House and Senate then, it was wait until we win the White house before we do anything except tell you to wait!

Bush is one of the most unpopular presidents in history including Herbert Hoover, who sat idly by while the country went down the collective crapper in the 30's.

The Dems are so weak that McCain actually looks like he is a viable candidate. That's a shame! He's not viable! His policies are outdated, the world he grew up in is outmoded, and he won't be alive in twenty years to take responsibility for his policies! He's flipped so many times on the issues, it's ridiculous! South Carolina's confederate flag, he wussed out! South Carolina's flyers saying he had a Black daughter, pandering to SC racists! (His adopted daughter is from Bangladesh) He told Bush when he said it's just politics, John. He said then, some things ain't politics, George! But he supported Bush anyway, to the chagrin of his own daughter. He's flipped on everything he stood for. He wants to be President! Power! That's what he wants! Not to help and serve the people!
And with every passing week Obama, sells someone else down the river too! Power! That's what they want! And they conn'in us to get it!

But the Dems are pus*ies so even McCain can win!

Don't get conned! Insist, that the Dems stand up for you but if they don't we'll definitely sit em down! Or just like Priest from Superfly and the real life Freeway Rick Ross, you'll find you got more than what you bargined for conned into that one big deal!

BE Prayerful! BE Mindful! BE Careful!

Jaycee

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

3 New Random Poems!

Old Friend

Length of Locks grown long and strong!
or shorn in battle with corporate whores
silhouettes shadow what life has become
reflected in mirror of what was once before

Memories wild laughter touch of snow tips along edges of crown
coffee scented after hours off La Tijera and Ro-Day-O
signposts testifying poetry and menthols
Old friends reunited
Reignited Betrayal!

Mutual Interest

I'd risk cancer for a taste of your lips!
stroll up, say hi
sip death stick from in between your fingertips
Inhale your scent
knowing you'd be the death of me
blind you with my audacity
gaze into your eyes
It'd be cool you'd smile
cause i would seize the moment
before either one of us came to our senses
or at least before you lit another one!

It still Sux!

Bush, Presidency, ha ha ha, eight years in!

Be Mindful! Be Careful! Be Prayerful!

Jaycee

Monday, June 23, 2008

George Carlin's Gone!


Sunday morning, in Santa Monica, California, Social commentator, critic, actor and stand up comedian, George Carlin passed on from heart failure after reporting to the hospital, complaining of chest pains. He was 71 years old.

Now, in his 71 years, he amassed a great body of work! His wordplay was legendary. His, 7 dirty words you can't say on TVstill rocks! And by the way, was cause for a supreme court ruling on indecency and censorship. US versus Pacifica radio network, check it out. We all owe a great debt to George. Now, Eff, all this mushy stuff!

The dude was funnie! Voted the second greatest behind only Mr. Richard Pryor as the greatest stand up of all time! Wow! His commentary, caustic, profane and irreverent, lampooned everything but his favorite targets were organized religion, politics and the general failure of the human race as a species. He often voted for the meteor to come and wipe out this planet!

For me, I will always remember George for his role in Car Wash, as a cabbie, stiffed on a fare spending his day chasing a six foot Black chick with red hair! Who having escaped into a near by restroom, pulled out an assortment of outfits and hairdo's and transformed herself so well, George, talked to her and couldn't figure out it was her! Hilarious! I loved him in Kevin Smith's Jersey Girl starring again, with Ben Affleck proving he could act in a drama, and the his character The Cardinal, who introduces the new updated Catholicism WOW! Campaign re branding Jesus as the Buddy Christ and selling indulgences. Hilarious! But, all irreverence aside, the dude had something important to say. He wanted us to laugh but more so he wanted us to be truthful and honest and treat each other right!

His rift on material possessions is my all time favorite! Stuff!

We live our lives amassing stuff! Our houses are filled with our stuff!

We clean out our garages and throw away our stuff!

We rent trucks and place our stuff in storage.

We travel to Hawaii and we carry our prized stuff!

Spend money buying more stuff!

A friend invites you to stay over his house, you open the dresser drawer to put away your stuff!

Who's' Crap is this?

How come everybody else's stuff is crap and your stuff is stuff?

Hilarious!

George Carlin, thank you for the laughter! Thank you for the honesty and thank you for most of all of the Thought!

Sleep Well!

Be Mindful! Be Prayerful! Be Careful!

Jaycee

Sunday, June 22, 2008

NO SOOOOOOOOL TRAIN!


As if 5 dollar gas, 100 degree heat and a seventeenth Celtic championship banner wasn't enough to deal with Tim Russert is gone and The Sooooooooul Train has stoppped! Damn it!

Brotha Don, ya did us solid by creating the show in the first place. It herald the changes we all hoped would last. Black beauty, Black Pride and most of all Black Love and Unity. We danced in our makeshift soul train lines listening as great and not so great Black Music and Artists came on.

You featured us when no one else did. We didn't fit any one's model but from it we got Solar records, formerly Soul Train Records, Lakeside, Shalamar, Proline and Bronner Brothers Haircare products but most of all we got us! Thank You, Brotha Don!

Black Love, Pride, and Unity can stick around though!

Be Careful! Be Mindful! Be Prayerful!

Jaycee

Black Dots and Blue Notes! Esperanza Spaulding!




Alright, dig! I was tooling around itunes with a little money on my card from Fathers Day, yeah I got shoes and an Itunes card! Sweet! I hit the usual suspects, had to grab some Miles Davis, 2nd quintet era or late era with Kenny Garrett and Foley some Branford Marsalis and well, I gotta thing for Chaka Khan and Lalah Hathaway. I dig them, I just do!

Hey! I know I'm married but well....Hey! I don't get mad when all the womenesss swoon over that dude Idris Stringer Bell Elba or Terrence Howard! Get over it! But I digress...

I went through the Jazz section careful not to get fooled with that smoove jazz nonsense. Kenny G still out for revenge! But I saw a photo of this beautiful Black woman with an absolutely huuuuuuuuuuge! Fro! And you know, what they say about a woman with a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig Fro, right?

Well, me neither, but dig, she looked hot but all that aside I listened to her stuff and read the reviews and Daaaaam! She plays Double Bass! I luvvvvvvvvvvvvvve the Double Bass!
All the great players, Oscar Pettiford, Ron Carter, Reggie Workman, Charles Mingus, Robert Leslie Hurst and Eric Revis but I've never seen a woman on a double bass!
Then, they said she sings too! Dig, she sings in three languages; Portuguese, English and Spanish and some of her songs are in one of those languages but listen anyway. Funk, Soul and Cool translates! Fake, don't translate! Now her stuffs melodic but it ain't smoove, ya can hum it but ain't smoove wave oasis type so called jazz! They'll probably try to co-opt her but don't go plaleeeeeeze! She plays enough instrumentals to let ya know she's got chops! So there!

Now, we live in a decade where a woman who has mastered an instrument and can sing is like this rare jewel! I dig Alicia Keys! but Rachelle Ferrell can outplay and sing her any night of the week! That's a fact! Alicia Keys is cool and in a few years she's gonna be great but she still ain't the anointed one, Aretha, Roberta, Joni Mitchell and Rachelle are still here and they all play but the record companies ain't trying to show that! Alicia's young and pretty. Thank God! she can play though!
Miss Aretha Queen of Soul Franklin can also play her butt off and sing well, we all know what she can do there! But back to Esperanza and her Double Deee I mean.....Double Bass! Oh, come on.... That was funnie!

She can write, she can play and she can sing! Period! The fact she's teaching at Berklee College of Music at 23 just adds to it! Hey! Take my word on it buy her CD but if ya just won't trust me then check You tube! Then, go buy it!

The 2nd cut got me open. I know that you know! I can appreciate the subject matter.

The way you look at me when you think that I'm not lookin tells me....
Your minds is tired of thinking of someone you loved before me...
i see you're scared I'm convinced I've tried to say that I am yours and no one's gonna take me away!

Yeah, personal experience on that one! Never mind that though!
Musically the album grooves, the melodies are solid and the vocals and lyrics are real. Check it out!

Nuff said!

Be Careful! Be Mindful! Be Prayerful!
Jaycee


Saturday, June 21, 2008

I Know the Lord! He heard my cry!


About a week ago, I wrote an angry post about fighting the bottom feeding ghetto MF's who destroyed the garden in my building. Within a day of that post, a college freind I haven't seen over twenty years and haven't spoken with for at least 15 years, read the blog at my invitation, and wrote telling me to keep my head up and asked for my address. She sent me a beautiful card and something to plant. Wow! It made my day! I didn't expect it and I wasn't asking for it, I just wanted to vent ya know? Well, NLGH, Thank you for passing the goodness on. Much love to you this will help fight the BFGMF epidemic! I will share your blessing!

Thank You sistah!

Be Prayerful, Be Mindful, Be Careful!

Jaycee

Friday, June 20, 2008

New Poetry from Middle Passage Mind State!

“Murder on my Mind!”

Our faces mask the hatred we share
Smiles disguise sinister intent in our stares
Skin color and shade determines the dividing line
Grasping straws of entitlement at what we each believe is mine.

Never mind both of us are scrambling for scraps!
Scrapple from the apple pie of American dream
Held up to our children as the gospel but constantly demeaned!

Border faces, some brought here with ears ringing from
Capitalistic empirical desire or Communist socialized Fire
Smelling of mortar smoke and ash
Sweat layered by the last stinging lash

Ellis Island sans West coast port
Immigrants!
New land, American dream in form of corner store
Liquor sold to captive residents
Border/boat family sells in ghetto
Lives in suburb
Leaves before nightfall
Mercedes against curb

Resentment festers!

Boat people language written on walls
Buddha seems the only one awake
Artificially flavored Storefront Christianity sold like brown bag poison slum to slum
99 cent store groceries, marked down symbols of the dream gone bad
check cashing parasites, bank managing shark chummed loans
prey on us and take away our homes!

We are forced by our poverty to exist together
This however evident does not create a real connection
they vote bush, take cash from Black faces

Take cash from Black faces!

Take cash from Black faces!

Turning east at noon
Selling pickled swine, now and laters, old E and pork rinds
Cigarettes and DVD of large shapely nekked behinds

Resentment Grows!
Murder on my Mind!
J.C. Williams From the upcoming book Middle Passage Mind State

Thursday, June 19, 2008

And Now Mr. Pablo Neruda



Sonnet XVII

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,in secret, between the shadow and the soul.I love you as the plant that never bloomsbut carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;so I love you because I know no other waythan this: where I does not exist, nor you,so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep. Pablo Neruda
This is just does it for me. $4.55 for gas $3.04 for a loaf of bread and the Lakers....Damn! Man, we need some real love talk in the world
Be Prayerful! Be Mindful! Be Careful!
Jaycee

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

The Battle of Never Was! Lakers Lose To Celtics!









I stepped outside of my building looking for the true four horsemen of the Apocalypse. I saw nothing purple, I heard no horrifying sounds but I had this uneasy feeling that I just couldn't shake. Disgust! Shame! Oh, the shame!

Like getting caught eating a huge helping of chili cheese fries with extra cheese, onions and chili peppers and a large cherry cola! The burning feeling in your ulcer, chest cavity and tummie. Sure, at first it's heavenly, the aroma, the way the melted Cheddar shimmers off the Styrofoam carton...what, like you don't know!

Don't Judge me!

But then, you're caught! You say, you're gonna change, gonna give it up and go eat a salad, but then the chocadiles ( chocolate covered twinkies) are priced at four for a buck.

Don't judge me!

Then, you see your chocolate smeared, tear stained double chin, in the mirror, and your butta half, did I say butta, I mean better half, shake their head in disgust and you realize you've got a problem but as the burning intensifies in your chest cavity and the Tums no longer work, ya know it's over!

Such is the 2008 Laker run. The battle occurred as I predicted in my earlier posts! It was horrible. The Celtics, in their sickening green costumes, I mean, uniforms, stomping all over the beloved Lakers. They out hustled, out rebounded, out shot and the defense was just too much. The Lakers, didn't even try to slow Rondo down, put a body on Paul Pierce and Ray Allen, how many three pointers were enough?

During the pre season, MVP Kobe Bean Bryant, went on a tirade about how Mitch Kupchek was a terrible GM and Andrew Bynam needed to be traded so they could get an all star and win. Well, he didn't have Bynum tonight! How ironic huh? Bynum developed into a monster then got injured. Salt in the wound dude!

Congrats, to the Boston Celtics and to everyone on that team. Doc Rivers, ya won with class and style. Congrats! Paul Pierce, well thank you for at least not finishing us off at home. Inglewood still loves you man! Ray Allen and KG congrats guys!

Now, Kenny G knew I wasn't gonna be listening to anything he was playing. I had John Coltrane's A Love Supreme on and I countered Kenny G with Branford Marsalis, who although he was angry that the NO Hornets lost in the playoffs, still came to the rescue with technical artistry, original compositions, and a beautiful tenor tone to stave off the evil that is Kenny G. Then I was ambushed at work with a Fabulous freestyle and then almost taken out by a lil Wayne barrage from his current offering of noise. I meditated on Rakim, Melle Mel, and KRS 1 so I wouldn't give into the urge to commit Hire Kiri on myself!
Barney, was countered by Charles Barkley who having defeated Godzilla grabbed a slinky and catapulted Jiggly puff into Barney and Bert and Ernie, and Blue from Blues Clues finished the purple dino thing off. Thank You, Sir Charles! But, Michael Bolton and Yanni were another matter. Michael Bolton didn't go down easy much like some really cheap brown liquor, but luckily Barney fell backwards and landed on Michael Bolton crushing him. We placed an Isley Brother Cd on the body to keep it from rising again and Yanni, well, he got away! But we're looking for him.

So the horsemen were vanquished from this plane of existence at least until the Oasis or the Wave or whatever decides to play them again.
Thanks, to Oscar the grouch, for getting a hold of Barkley cause man, Barney had an army of clowns, mimes and a demented Jack in the box trying to eat me!

Fear no clown!

Again, Congrats to The Celtics! Good Game! And Lakers I look forward to seeing the Laker Girls, I mean watching you guys next year!

Be Mindful! Be Prayerful! Be Careful!
Jaycee