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“Winter Alone”
A description of Bi-Polar Disorder

Clear Sky, Dark blue night
Winter Chill coming in
Pending rainfall
But that’s alright
At least I’m out the wind.

Winter alone
Donnie Hathaway sings of giving up!
Oil lamp burning
Heat fan turning
Winter alone

I’m going through the highs and lows
Trying not
To break during winter…


When my mind’s on the high
I’m making phone calls across state lines
Rambling
On and On
Trying to reconnect to memories
Lost
Forever in time

I’m
Breaking
Down!

When I’m on the low
The hour and the minute hand much
Too
Slow
Tears flowing from my eyes


I’m

Breaking

Down!
Winter alone

Tears flowing
Past regrets presently whip me
Demons paw, reach and grip me
I

I’m

Breaking

Down

Between the sky high of the high
And
The low slow blows
Of
The
Low

I’m

Breaking

Down!

My Mind going so fast…
I can’t stop!
Spirit goin down slow but I
Won’t
Drop!

I’m praying for balance ……

I smoke a cigarette down to the filter
Self medicate as long as I got ice cubes.

Winter alone

Jaycee